Moving Forward

I’ve been in a funk lately…

unmotivated, uncreative, uninspired…tired.

I’m in a place where I’m asking some really big questions in my life that i’ve never truly allowed myself to ask or explore. I know that’s pretty vague and I’m fine with that seeing as the word, vague, explains how I feel deep down right now. I think I may be on the way out/up, normalizing…but I feel like it will be a slow process that shouldn’t be rushed if I will truly be stronger on the other side of this. I’ve always hurried my growing, tried to quiet any real internal struggle. This time I’m trying a different approach and I’m letting it simmer for awhile…working through it. I know that all sounds dramatic…I apologize.

That being said, for awhile, I didn’t feel like writing…so I didn’t. Today I have that desire and I hope it sticks around. 🙂

Although the above is true and I’ve felt like the last few months I have accomplished nothing and slid backwards on all of my goals/ideas for the year, a couple of big things came about when I stopped to take a look.

  1. I’ve re-enrolled in school and will be starting night classes this fall. This is a challenge that I am so excited for and think it will be so very good for me.
  2. I finally got the liver biopsy done that I have been dreading for a very long time. One of my goals this year was to choose to be brave and a huge part of that was being proactive about my health, especially in things I had been putting off in fear.

Obviously these things didn’t just happen. They took planning and talking and working through…which reminds me that I am indeed moving forward even if it feels slow at times.

How is that for a bit of soul bearing on this fine Sunday afternoon?

Here’s to getting back into the swing of things! 🙂

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2 thoughts on “Moving Forward

  1. Heidi McCarthy says:

    Hi pen pal friend,
    We all feel vague at one time or another. It’s normal. Taking is class is always so motivating!! Good for you!!! Just relax and enjoy the summer and your beautiful family.
    xo Heidi


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